I've been having such an inner crisis with myself for the past month or so. Sparing you the whiny details, I (like every other human being) struggle with balancing priorities, necessities, dreams, and distractions. Pretty much in that order. The tension is unrelenting. What do you do with that?
If you've read the past few entries here, it's no secret that I've been trudging through this journey. It's not for lack of desire. I wouldn't even say lack of effort. I know that God sees me right where I am. There's obviously something to be uncovered here in this waiting. It's getting almost humorous. I'm just awkwardly waiting here. Still sweating it out. I'm desperate for a breakthrough. Yep. He knows it. But, I am still waiting. He is still silent. It's unnerving.
One of the verses from church this morning brought me a lot of hope.
Psalm 145:19
He will fulfill the desire of those who fear Him; He also will hear their cry and save them.
There you have it. Enough hope to keep on waiting! I'm kind of eager to see how this will all go down. I'll keep you posted!
Hear the sermon: The Fear That Blesses
LC
2 comments:
You have know idea how hard it is for me to refrain from being preachy here...just know that you are in thoughts and prayers today. Ya'll be safe...
Sounds like we are all in this together sis, thanks & love!
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