I still miss God.
I wish I could say things had changed. While I know God is near and He still reveals Himself in different ways to me, I still miss the way things used to be. And to be honest, I'm starting to think that things will never be the same. Nor am I sure that things should ever be the same. It's just an unnerving process.... still. What I thought was a "season" in my journey has turned into a "period." Yet still I wait.
The phrase that popped in my head when I thought of this community "The wandering wonderers." We google God. We haven't stopped searching for Him even in the most bizarre and technical ways.
If that's you out there, you're not alone. I'd love to hear from you. And even though we don't always "feel" it, I'm reminded:
The Lord is close to all who call on him, yes, to all who call on him in truth.
~ Psalm 145:18, NLT